Παρασκευή, 20 Μαΐου 2011

friendships..

friends.. such an important part of everyone's life.. and indeed, one has to make so much efforts just to keep them close to him.. so many efforts can be "ruined" in just one day.. one minute.. one second.. it's so nice having friends caring about you but what happens when you suddenly lose them..? when they are suddenly taken away from you..? i don't mean that they don't care about you.. they are just no longer close to you.. it's such a horrible feeling.. 
and in the end, feelings have no value.. what really matters is whether or not we express those feelings.. and the way we do so.. and here is the question.. even if one expesses his/her feeling.. what about us..? what about our own feelings..? why we don't ourselves expess our feelings, but we demand others to do so..? what i mean is that people always tend to criticize the others.. most often successfully (when well-intentioned)... but when it comes to criticizing ourselves, we just can't do the right thing.. that is EXPRESSING OUR FEELINGS... so simple.. and when we do so, things always look better... in just one day.. one minute.. one second.. 

people actually want to live life today.. they just show it in a different way.. 

just think of it.. isn't it amazing how rapidly people's feelings may change by telling some little words..?

Πέμπτη, 19 Μαΐου 2011

life sucks..

how is it possible for someone to think of something like that? after having been so much dedicated to a person, then she just regards you as if you are a stranger.. 
as if you have done nothing for her.. 
as if your only purpose was to exploit her in order to satisfy yourself... 
and the reason for that...? criticizing her boyfriend.. 
i just don't get it.. erasing so much memories of joy because of saying something (i know it was an insult) on a whim.. it is out of this world.. i had always been next to her when she needed someone.. and as she had told me i was the only person to treat her in such a good manner.. what changed? why did all this mess happen..? someone give me a fucking excuse!! i just can't stand losing all my beloved people.. she was the 3rd person to leave me alone in the darkness.. all this time, she was the only person to stand by me.. she was the only person to encourage me when i was depressed.. and that's why i will always be there, waiting for her to come back..

Till then.. i'll keep dreaming.. =/