how is it possible for someone to think of something like that? after having been so much dedicated to a person, then she just regards you as if you are a stranger..
as if you have done nothing for her..
as if your only purpose was to exploit her in order to satisfy yourself...
and the reason for that...? criticizing her boyfriend..
i just don't get it.. erasing so much memories of joy because of saying something (i know it was an insult) on a whim.. it is out of this world.. i had always been next to her when she needed someone.. and as she had told me i was the only person to treat her in such a good manner.. what changed? why did all this mess happen..? someone give me a fucking excuse!! i just can't stand losing all my beloved people.. she was the 3rd person to leave me alone in the darkness.. all this time, she was the only person to stand by me.. she was the only person to encourage me when i was depressed.. and that's why i will always be there, waiting for her to come back..
Till then.. i'll keep dreaming.. =/